crissy

09:11 am:

I am a hybrid of: Girl Next Door Indie Girl Click on the pictures below to read more: Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

10:28 pm: i'm thorwing myself into college head first.... hopefully i don't break my neck.... or something worse.

12:36 pm: recieved from andrew i thought it was cool i'm a tree!!!
I just got this from andrew in an e-mail and i thought it was interesting....:

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12:22 pm: lets say you were on a team trying to win and you found out your friends were all cheering for the other team...


Bad Metaphore but it gets the feeling across....

08:11 pm: hi it's your long lost neighbor....
Well well well haven't seen me in a while have you... i've been rediculously busy with the "college lifestyle"... i'm sorry if it seems i'm neglecting people... i don't mean to... i'm having a tough time adjusting... (i mean i have my REALLY high highs and REALLY low lows...) so i'm not sure if i've really been able to give the love and support that i've been giving in the past....

gah and now i am going to be driven back to college....

GOOD BYE HAMILTON (again)

02:27 pm: Woot woot!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE DAVE!!! he got me a baloon animal b/c i wasn't feeling good last night... i love my new Arcadia friends!!!!

(but alas i do still miss my old hamiltonian buddies)

~crissy

04:13 pm: the (im)moral of the story
If you fall hard you are bound to break something.

08:20 am: so much to say..... so little breath....
i'm here... at college in room 319W Kistler at Arcdaia University.... if i look out the window to my right there is a castle... and if i look to my left there are two wonderful roomates....

this is fun... i was scared so much, but now i'm relaxed and stuff... i really don't think it's hit me yet that this is it... my mother was a basket case when she left... and my father didn't want to go, but i said good bye and they are gone and i am on my own...

they have a dance for us tonight.... kinda intimidating... but maybe i'll find someone to dance with... (other then my roomies) should be interesting.

I really do miss my friends tho... but not my home... i don't really miss the feeling of my room, or the feeling of hamilton... i like it here... and i'm glad i do... i'm sure tjhe homesicness will set in later tho...

lately a few life changing things have happened to me... some that are a HUGE deal to me and some that are just there that changed me.... i like to think that i've matured, but i'm not sure that that's it.... i'd also like to say that i am certain with everything, but i'm not... i have doubts in myself and in others-we are all human...

i just hope this post finds everyone well... have the time of your lives, that's what college is for isn't it... meeting new people, making friends, learning (maybe not all academic), and HAVING FUN... which is exactly what i plan on doing....

my sch. is:

*Thought and Expression- Mon. Wed. Fri. 945 AM, Neibauer, holly
*Visual Fundamentals- Mon. Wed. 130 PM, Staff (?)
*Drawing I- Tue. Thurs. 900AM, Batchelor, Betsey
*Beginning French- Mon. Wed. Fri. 830 AM, Stetser, Edith
*Philly Culture- Thurs. 300PM, Finn, Jan


thought and expression is english... and philly culture is a freshman seminar....

:sigh: kinda tired still.... heart u all very much (esp. some of you)

~crissy

PS this song reminds me of 1 after phyl's grad party.... and 2 of driving to and from cape may.... (esp the way home)

06:25 pm: well here it is my last night at home...
College tomorrow.... meeting eric (Woot woot) and my roomies, hallie and sarah (woot woot) really nervous call my cell if u wanna talk tonight i'll prolly be up til about twelve... *hugs to you all* and for all my Arcadia buddies i'll see you tomorrow (i'll be the one wearing a Taking Back Sunday t shirt with a yellow arrow on it... and a bright pink backpack... )

~crissy


319W Kistler here i come!!!

01:02 am: HAIR DYING TOMORROW!!! *happy me*

Also i need to make a mental note to sign my housing contract and fill out my absentee balet for the election that Bush is going to LOSE!!! hehehe.

ALSO I NEED TO WASH CLOTHES AND PACK.... I think it's going to be an early night for me tomorrow... just a forewarning.



AND JESUS KARA!!! You updated like a million times i mean i went on my friends page and it was just ALL KARA POSTS lol i got kinda intimidated... hehehehe.

12:58 pm: this might even be funnier....
I"m having WAY too much fun with this quiz

12:55 pm: I thought you would find this funny Zack.

04:58 pm: *so scared that i will loose you*
How can you not realize how big this is? If my screaming isn't heard then what will be?

10:55 am: wow i haven't read my friends list in too long.
i just had to read back like three pages in my friends list to catch up... goddamn i've been too busy.

alrighty here goes.

sun- coleader at church and some nasty shit went down with people. I was extremely angry saturday night into sunday and remain so.

mon-went to avalon and finally met ZACK!!!! woot that was fun. he looks a bit different than what i thought he did... then again the only pictures i've seen.... well hehehe we won't embarass him like that. but yea that was good fun. then me and myk went to dinner at Applebees and rented Kill Bill. we then left his house because his parents had gotten home and were starting to be pains so we went somewhere and talked about above issues, which turned out to be somewhat amusing and helped me get things out in the open with him.

tue-went to myks house early and saw "darkness falls" (the other movie we had rented) which turned out to be quite good, and not as scary as i made it out to be. (so i liked holding on to you hun u can't blame me for that) heh. i'm such a dork. then we met at Cris's hosue and went to the Maroon 5/ John Mayer concert... we ended up with like 16th row seating, which was all good. Maroon 5 rocked, and ryan was there so Cris was happy (and i was happy for her) she got the "fan club pack" because she's a major fan of theirs and got to chill with them before the show (go her). I snuck my camera in and finished my roll of film.... so those will have to be developed (perhaps when i see douggie today) yea well then John mayer came on... he was good, don't get me wrong, but he was simply on FOREVER! i mean i understand it's his concert, and i somewhat like his music (you'd have to in my house or you'd go nuts) but everything was a bit slow for me (esp. after maroon 5's set) so me and myk wandered and saw funny drunken people and young girls in hoochie skirts, and girls peeing behind bushes... and security guys peeing in corners (very clean place right?) but all in all the concert was AMAZING and very fun. we left for the car just as john came out for his encore (we were hoping hardcore that maroon 5 would do one as well but the did not) so yea we chilled at the car and i finished drawing my faerie/imp... she came out pretty it's ashame she's on lined paper.

well then that comes to today.... mommy's getting her teeth operated on... this should not be fun when she gets home (considering she could barely sleep last night because it was hurting her so bad...) i fully expect her to come home in a pissy mood. Hopefully she will let me out so i can have a much needed caht with douggie about recent events... and hey maybe we can do lunch or something ... we'll see.

06:39 pm: private posts
alright. just to clear up all this shit. I do not normally post about someone privately, and if i do it is to sort out my personal feelings on the situation that i do not wish to be shared at that time... it's my journal, i'm allowed to do that. I do not bash people in private posts and i will not, that is stupid.

If you see i've made private posts and want to know what is in them ask and most likely i will tell you, it will be a generality like "o i was talking about how i felt towards *insert random name here* and what they said last night... i thought it was really *random, valid, immature, surprising, etc, and so on*" or "o i just saved a funny conversation that i don't want my parents finding because it is slightly more than G rated" or "i was writing because i was upset, but it is alright now i have already talked to(are in the process of talking to, or will be talking to shortly) the people who i-was-upset-with/upset-me" so that is me.

honestly i don't even know why i'm doing this... i don't and shouldn't need to prove anything to anyone. i guess i just want to comfort a few people and let them know that no i do not do those sort of things and neither does anyone else who's "private" list i am on as far as i know.



O and zack if you happen to see this give me a call i need to know where i'm going tomorrow before i can go there. if not i'll prolly be calling you once i know what myk and i are doing, like time wise and such.

11:42 pm: Alrighty Jason!
Here are my friends that you will know:

beyondthestars Corey
dark_wolfess Carly
darkangel72 Nicole
dorkatron Myk
escapedmemories Phyllis
ghostly_knight Andrew
ihopewebothdie Brittany
lil_ninja_girl Amanda (my sister)
marine_queen Kaitlyn (nicole's sister)
mathwizard Douggie
morbidpoetgirl evil child (yea you know who)
ramblequeen Kara
red_head_angel Cassie


yea i think that's it now to add these people go under Manage then Friends then the first option should be Edit Friends click that... Scroll down to the Add Friends section and go for it!!!


♥ crissy

05:08 pm: from nicole from amy
me: Crissy
age: 18
reason for LJ username: because I believe that the faeries are real and I love them
AIM sn: CAZdraw
reason for AIM sn: my initials and I like to draw
do you enjoy reading my LJ: sure
why?: because it lets me know what u r up to
interesting fact about you: ummmm I’m kinda hungry right now?
weird fact about you: I play with my tounge when I am bored, nervous, or find myself biting my nails
quote: “why can’t I feel anything for anyone other than you?”
will you post this in your LJ: sure.

RECOMMEND
1. a movie: Pieces of April if you haven’t seen it do so
2. a book: Interview with the Vampire
3. a musical artist, song, or album: July For Kings –they are amazing.
4. an LJ user not on my friends list: elykeilatan
5. something to do in the next two months: ummm go to college.

12:10 am: my heart and mind are somewhere better than here.....
alright here is a list of CD's i would like people to burn/let me borrow to burn once i figure out my new computer on thursday:

1- SoCo...
2-Yellowcard the newer one
3-Maroon 5
4-early november
5-brand new
6-straylight run
7-any rufio other than the newest
8-the one you always play in your car myk.... gah what were they called.... gah!
9-any dashboard other than the newest
10-saves the day
11-boys night out
12-midtown
13-sugarcult
14-finch
15-switchfoot


yea that's enough for now... umm if any of you could comment and possibly give me burnt copies it would be GREATLY appreciated..... (or feel free to suggest ones you know i'd like)


yea this was brought on by a boarders trip with niocle jason phyl brittany, and paul. that' s just how things are.

10:40 am: Alright so i'm back.
alrighty... ummm lancaster....

1- we toured the harley davidson factory in york.... very loud lots of shiny parts.... that's about it.

2- shopping.... mommy was bitchy but then bought us lots of stuff... well i can deal with that.

3- there was a wedding at the hotel and my parents were like "that could be you in a few years" me= *scared*

4- I think my parents are holding on... well to a lot of things.... they need to be grounded and they are grasping for anything.... (nicole call me i wanna talk about this to you esp.)

5- went out with myk and chilled... he calms me so just by being.... and then visited Jenna at work, but then had to be home early because daddy is an ass hole (this refers to the holding on to... comment)

so here i am... that was my "Vacation" o and i forgot to mention that out hotel was on FIRE and they didn't tell us until we got outside and saw the like six full sized firetrucks with hoses out and being hooked up... it was interesting

yeah and gary hill randomly imed me this morning and there were so many memories and buried feelings there... i can almost taste the hate of an old situation... and i am so glad that i am free from it now, because it's poison and i'm scared for him because it just may bring him down. i'm pretty sure only a few of you actually know to the full extent what i'm talking about... it's odd to think of now... it was so long ago, but in the scope of things it only just recently passed.

I think a lot was let go at graduation. it was indeed an ending... they tell you to look at it as a new beginning, and it is... but at the same time it cuts you off from somethings, and i'm glad to let go of them. This summer has been the best time of my life. I know i'll never forget it... but it's coming to a slow end. i only have about 18days left until i leave for Arcadia University... and it makes me happy, and it scares the shit outta me... i have no idea what is going to happen and like graduation it's an ending... and a beginning... but i'm so scared to be cut off from things i don't want to let go of... and for those of you who know me well i'll hold on damn tight, i'm not one to let go if i don't want to.

05:57 am: gah
I will be at a Family Vacation until sunday night/monday morning.... don't have too much fun without me.... i will be sitting in lancaster PA wishing for my new laptop, and being bored outta my mind.


~crissy

PS. i love you to a certain boy and a couple certain girls... you should know who you are (and yea carly u r one of them... if u need luvin i will always have my cell phone)